How long more will these feelings stay?

I repeatedly analyze every detail over and over again.
If only I knew you better.
& if only you'd let me in.

Okay, I've been neglecting this space for way too long! Finally a holiday after several gruelling weeks of school! Yay. But still gotta study. ): So many things have been going on lately! Of course there's school and all but there's also CCC. In case you guys don't know, CCC is community champions council. It's something like interact club and it's my CCA. And, I love it. Life is getting more purposeful I guess. :) Hehe okay I shan't bore you with the details. Life's been busy and I just want to Thank God for friends and support he's been giving me. JC life definitely isn't a breeze. But I gotta keep trying and striving. After all, you reap what you sow right? Pictures!

Happy Good Friday to all. :) We should take time to think about Jesus' sacrifice on the cross!

If loving means letting go, then maybe I don't love you.
Because I don't want to let go.

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know.

Please revert everything back

So it's suppose to be holiday week. But it definitely doesn't feel like it.. Work load is like super alot. I have like:

Chinese PW
Chinese exercise 2
Econs tutorial work
2 econs essays
2 history essays
2 math tutorials
2 math revision practices
4 articles for analysis for PW
2 GP comprehensions

This. Is. Madness. But I guess it's JC life and I managed to go out with Tanya last night which made things better. :) Alot of laughing as usual and I guess I really really really love her. Haha yep! And another thing I really love is lomolomo cus it makes life less miserable and makes everyone look super good. I also really love my classmates and they do make the day go on better. :) So I guess life isn't that bad and srsly nothing compared to what's going on in Japan. Thank God for everything. :) Term 1 was pretty okay but I heard term 2's gonna be bad so hopefully I get saturday and sunday off to relax before my hectic life resumes. :/ And I really miss SC. :'( Here's some lomolomo. :)

Oh and HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SLUTSY!! :) Love you and can't wait to see you on saturday babe. <3



Don't you just hate how boys lie?

I just want the truth in my face.