You can't feel what your heart doesn't want you to feel.

It's the 17th of December today. Dreaded day. I thought I'd actually want to keep myself occupied today and make sure I had an activity packed day but weirdly, I just want to stay home, watch some movies, make some christmas cards and maybe go for a swim. Maybe, I'm used to this and maybe I like being single. What can I say? I guess God's really helping me move on. :) I promise myself that by 2011, I'll be half way pass my letting go process and from then on, acknowledge that I don't know you, nothing ever happened, we never existed. Weirdly, I can't wait for that. Why?